Award-winning gospel DJ Karumba Ngatia, popularly known as DJ Krowbar, has spoken about how faith has helped him cope with grief following the passing of his wife, Joyce Wanjiru Karumba.
He shared an emotional reflection where he opened up about loss, love, and his Christian journey in a post on Wednesday, April 15, 2026. He explained that his belief in God has been his strength during this difficult period.
He said he has had to accept a painful reality in life after losing his wife. He described the experience as deeply emotional but said his faith continues to guide him and added that his understanding of life and death is shaped by his Christian beliefs.
“There is a reality I have to accept ‘Death didn’t make my marriage ugly’,” DJ Krowbar said.
Faith and understanding of loss
He went on to explain how he views death through his faith. He said that in his Christian walk, death represents a deeper spiritual journey. He added that accepting Christ means surrendering personal will to God’s purpose.
“In this Christian walk, death is our introduction to Christ. When we accept Christ, we are dying ourselves for his sake (His will over our lives),” DJ Krowbar said.
He also reflected on the life he shared with his late wife. He said he is grateful for the marriage they had and the time they spent together. He added that he deeply misses her and honours her memory.
“In my wife’s case, I honour the Lord for what he gifted me (a really good marriage) for the time He allowed. I loved this girl and I deeply, deeply miss her,” DJ Krowbar said.
DJ Krowbar had earlier explained that his wife played a strong role in his life and supported him in many ways. He said her presence and encouragement helped him both personally and in his career. He added that remembering her brings both pain and gratitude.
He also wrote that adjusting to life without her has been very difficult. He said he will miss her support system deeply. He added that expressing these emotions helps him process his grief.
