Actress and digital creator Marya Okoth has opened up about the deep pain of losing her father, saying the grief is still fresh whenever she returns home.
On Monday, April 20, 2026, she explained that visiting shags has become difficult because it reminds her of his absence. She shared that her father’s presence is still strongly felt in the family.
“Time heals? Big lie, I miss my first love so much,” Marya Okoth said while she played the song Dance with my father in an Instagram post.
She explained that her father was a central figure in their home, and his absence has left a big gap. She said coming back home no longer feels the same without him there. She added that the memories make it hard to accept that he is gone.
“I hate coming to shags and not find him here,” Marya Okoth said.
She, however, noted that her father left behind a strong and united family. She explained that his love shaped the way the family relates to each other even now. She said his influence can still be seen in how they support one another.
“But damn, didn’t he leave a solid and loving family behind? There is so much love here because our leader had so much to give,” Marya Okoth said.
The weight of grief and lasting memories
She explained that despite the pain, she finds comfort in the love within the family. She said her father’s leadership continues to guide them even in his absence. She added that his values remain part of their daily lives.
This comes after Marya Okoth shared details on navigating a love life. She explained that she has been reflecting on relationships and personal growth. She said her experiences have shaped how she views love and emotional safety.
“In this life, go where you are loved,” Marya Okoth said.
She explained that people should choose spaces where they feel valued and respected. She said being in the right environment brings peace and happiness. She added that love should be clear and freely given.
She said her message is about self-worth and making the right choices in relationships and explained that people should not settle for less than they deserve. She added that emotional safety is important in any connection.
